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Goddess Violet molded slave m

Goddess Violet molded slave m

As i approach my first anniversary as Goddess Violet's slave, i give Her tremendous thanks for making me better. By Her commands, She has reduced my ego making me more usable to the dominant sex. She has caged and shrunk my penis, effectively making it a clit, appropriate since no woman wants it. And, She named me slave m, nullifying my sexual assignment. i'm not a man and clearly not good enough to be a woman. i'm lucky when She calls me bitch or sissy.

i learned some tips specific to slavery, too. If my chastity cage ring causes chafing, baby oil gel will reduce the friction. Also, i only need a small amount on my clitty tip to put my cage on. Hygiene in chastity is extremely important. i can wear the cage for several days at a time, but extended wear causes white fungal growth on the clitty, necessitating anti-fungal treatment and a pause on chastity. Keeping the cage and my clitty clean actually keeps me in chastity longer. On cages themselves, my favorite is a metal handcuff style cage assembly, but its construction is mediocre. The screws between the top ring assembly and cage became loose in less than 6 months and it's lifespan is nearing the end. Consequently, i prefer the cb-x mini-me which is akin to acrylic, steady in construction, and doesn't have chafing seams. On panties, i have to wear them backwards to keep my cage covered. If i wear panties in the regular way, my cage slips out and my clit chafes in my pants. Also, panties made of a nylon-like stretchable fabric are preferable to cotton since they hug the body better and pin the lock against the cage. On filming videos, i invested in a little tripod and opened up a greater range of filming options. Prior to that, i tried to prop my phone in a variety of positions using household items. i spent more time positioning the camera than recording. On sending videos, i downloaded the app inShot to trim, crop, and reduce video size, making file upload and sending easier. Finally, i got a purple 'v' tattoo as a mark of slavery to Goddess Violet. It's the only tattoo i have. i had to place this somewhere on my body that would not draw attention around home. my artist recommended on my taint which has been perfect. it's only visible when i'm kneeling, head bowed to floor, worshipping Goddess or when i'm on hands and knees getting my boi pussy fucked. 

Sissy nikki

September blog post:

For my blog post this month Goddess Violet has asked me to choose a picture of myself that is particularly humiliating and/or makes me feel particularly feminized and submissive and write about it and why it makes me feel that way.

The photo that I have attached accomplishes all of those things. In this photo I am expressing my love for Goddess Violet in a particularly humiliating way, by having a bejeweled heart shaped butt plug up my sissy pussy. I feel feminized because I am wearing sexy lingerie indicating that I am a sissy. I am in a submissive position by being prostrate on the floor in a position of worship for Goddess Violet. This position is also very submissive as my sissy pussy is very exposed and the fact that I have a bejewelled heart shaped butt plugged inside my sissy pussy is symbolic of the fact that Goddess Violet owns my sissy pussy and she can have any cock she wants fuck my sissy pussy as she desires.

Between all of these aspects of this photo I feel it is particularly humiliating and makes me feel feminized and submissive all at the same time.

Sissy nikki

August blog post:

Hello to all of Goddess Violet's submissives, slaves, sissies and blackmail bitches.

During my sissy training under the current contract Goddess Violet has had me meetup with two transexuals and be their sissy slut. I enjoyed both of those sessions. The first meetup with a transexual was esquisite, she was a stunningly beautiful transexual who took control of the session and gave me a thorough fucking. The second transexual was quite dominant and just incredibly physically powerful. When using her cock on me she had me tapping out multiple times.

Now Goddess Violet is transitioning me to man cock. While I definitely have a preference for transexuals part of my fantasy of being Goddess Violet's sissy slave is that she can have me be a sissy that is used by men as well.

I'm finding that while I get less sexual arousal as a sissy when I get dominated by a man the feeling of being Goddess Violet's sissy slave is even stronger. I feel the invisible power that Goddess Violet has on me the most when she has drrssed up as a sissy, locked in chastity, and getting dominated by a man for her pleasure.

Recently I met a dominant man while made up as a sissy and locked in chasity. There I was, thinking about how completely I've become Goddess Violet's sissy while I was on my knees sucking this man's cock. However, things were to get even more intense. Later in that session I was on my hands and knees on the bed with my head down against the blanket. The man was fucking my sissy pussy and I was focusing on taking the anal pounding in my sissy pussy as best I could, there were no thoughts about my own pleasure, as Goddess Violet’ sissy I was 100% focused on trying to have this alpha male cum in my sissy pussy. My sissy clitty was locked up, there was no way I could even get an erection. As the man continued to fuck me for the first time in my life I felt a man start to tense up as he was about to orgasm while his cock was inside me. Then, with his body vibrating he came with his cock inside my sissy pussy. I couldn’t believe that I had finally accomplished this sissy training goal that Goddess Violet has been building me up to for so long. While before I had felt like Goddess Violet had already trained me into her total sissy slut, little did I know she could take it even further by having a man cum inside my sissy pussy.

Why Becoming Goddess Violets Slave

was the Best Decision of My Life

My name is Keegan I’ve been Goddess Violets slave for nearly two years and loved every moment of

it. My task from our wonderful Goddess this cycle was for me to share about my experience as her

slave on this blog.

My journey with Goddess Violet started nearly 2 years ago when I purchased her Blackmail Academy

clip. Included vital information’s such as my name, my social medias, contact information of people I

wouldn’t want to find out my secret. Prior to this point I’ve had various encounters with blackmail

under different Dommes for short stints but nothing ever serious. This was about to change. The

next day id found that Goddess Violet had emailed me back asking me for even more information

little did I know that this was for a blackmail contract. I was very nervous my heart raced with fear,

yet excitement as well is this not what I’d wanted from blackmail to be subservient to a beautiful

blonde dominant woman?

My initial contract was 3 months long so I thought I could get in get out go back to living my normal

life. Goddess Violet had a different idea. At first, I was a very distant slave I wouldn’t communicate

much with our Goddess I would do my weekly tasks and then leave a brief message on what I think I

did well and what I thought I didn’t. This changed after an incident where I was omitted to hospital

and couldn’t do my task by the competition date set. So, I emailed Goddess Violet with hospital

papers, photos of me in the hospital bed ect. everything I need to prove I was there but the email I

got back shocked me. Up until then my view of Goddess Violet was a mean, sadistic, cruel dominatrix

who got a kick out of ruining my life and humiliating me. So, when she sent back an email asking if I

was ok and telling me I could definitely have an extension I was extremely surprised.

Fast Forward to November my contract was coming to an end or so I thought. For my birthday I

asked Goddess Violet for a custom clip wishing me a happy birthday and if you’ve ever gotten a

custom clip from Goddess Violet, you know she over delivers. In the clip she wished me a happy

birthday gave me a few fun tasks to push my submission to her further and then the kicker came in

the last half. She told me that she wanted me to sign a new contract an eternal contract with no end

date. My plan to get in and out had blown up in my face. I immediately emailed her telling her how

scared I was and that I was actually crying. However I was relieved told me we can work up to it. We

could extend for longer and longer until it seemed pointless to keep extending. That brought me

some temporary relief and I was having fun, so I thought why not? I still had my buyout if I got too

real for me why not extended the contract further.

Almost a year passed sine I signed the original contract my contact with Goddess Violet had gotten

more and more in depth, by this point I’d gone from doing my task to not be exposed to going all out

trying to impress her. I started planning on how I could impress her more and more. So, I planned 2

surprises out for her one for our skype session in a few days and one for the one-year mark of being

her slave. The first one I revealed to her on a skype session she was so shocked and so happy at the

same time. She was so happy I had sucked cock for her of my own volition. She asked my all about

and instructed to show her on my dildo. The 2 nd surprise was sent the day before our one-year mark.

I asked her for a new a contract an eternal one with no end date. I will admit that it was still scary

even then, but I love being Goddess Violets slave and it makes me so happy knowing that I have the

privilege of being owned by her.

Sissy nikki

July Blog Post:

Hello again to all of Goddess Violet’s submissives, slaves, sissies and blackmail bitches,

This time Goddess Violet has decreed that I write about the sissy outfit(s) that have made me the feel the sluttiest and the most like a sissy. The outfit that evokes these feelings in me the most strongly is the outfit shown in this blog post photo.

There are so many aspects to this outfit that make me feel like a sissy. The biggest is how I actually got this outfit. Goddess Violet and I were on a webcam call on my smartphone and during the call I went into a local sex store. Goddess Violet could see what was available through the camera on my phone and she actually picked out the purplish-pink sheer top with choker and the hot pink fishnet stockings. It feels even more emasculating when my Goddess picks out a very slutty outfit and makes me wear it. I picked up the lacy blue crotchless panties myself at a different sex store.

The bright pink and purplish pink colors are very girly and are part of what makes me feel like a slutty sissy. The fishnet pattern of the stockings are also very slutty, I feel like fishnet almost anything screams “fuck me”. The sheer material of the top is also sexy and slutty.

When buying the purplish-pink sheer top at first I didn’t much of the choker that is part of it. It is a very thin and small piece of material however I am not use to wearing anything tight around my neck like that. It definitely adds to the feeling of submissiveness, it feels as if it’s a physical manifestation of Goddess Violet’s control over me as her slutty sissy slave.

Finally, there is the blue lace crotchless panties and tiny chastity cage. My sissy clitty is locked away in a tiny cage preventing any sort of manly sexual pleasure that comes with an erection. Instead, the blue lace crotchless panties convey girliness and that I’m a sissy trying to look sexy for whatever cock Goddess Violet wants me to please. By the panties being crotchless my sissy pussy is readily open for whichever cock or anal toy Goddess Violet wants my sissy pussy to be penetrated with in stark contrast to my locked up sissy clitty.

Quite recently I met up with a local dominant transsexual and I was wearing this exact outfit. This transsexual has quite a large cock and she strength trains several times a week so she can be very powerful when she fucks someone. I suspect she could fuck almost anyone into submission. She gave me the most thorough anal and oral fucking while I was wearing this outfit and I was locked up in chastity the entire time. I very much felt like a sissy slut who was getting the fucking of their life. I had to asked her to slow down a bit multiple times as I just couldn’t take the pounding she could give with her big cock.

sissy nikki

Hello to all of Goddess Violet's slaves, submissives, sissies and blackmail bitches,

For this month Goddess Violet has asked me to write about the humiliation aspect of my training. For myself as a submissive sissy humiliation is not one of my primary kinks but it does play a role.

An act that often does make me feel somewhat humiliated is being made to eat my own cum right after I've had an orgasm. Typically my submissive feelings subside somewhat but not completely right after I've orgasmed. Prior to having the orgasm eating my cum for Goddess Violet might feel like quite a fun idea. After I've orgasmed it doesn't feel like such a fun thing to do and I'm also typically noticing how gross cum can actually be. Goddess Violet has made me slurp up my cum right after an orgasm many times and it always feels a bit humiliating. However I'm truthfully happy to do it for her. I'm always grateful when she does grant me the right to an orgasm and I'm happy to eat my cum to please her. I also recognize that a key part of her sissy training for me is to eat my own cum regularly.

I do enjoy some light humiliation that is focused on things like how maybe I'm better as a sissy than as a man, how as a sissy Goddess Violet will make me take cum for her in all/any of my holes, etc.

While we are on the subject of humiliation I'm going to talk about one of the most humiliating things that has happened to me during my training with Goddess Violet. In the past when I was under a previous contract with Goddess Violet I had a forced bi session with a local dominatrix. For the whole session I was locked up in chastity and dressed up in one of my sissy outfits. The dominatrix had me suck her stud's BBC and also had me go down on all fours and have her stud fuck me from behind. At the end of the session the dominatrix had me on my knees with her stud jerking off onto my face. The dominatrix was holding onto her stud's cock and smearing the cum all over my face with his cock. As a complete surprise to me I started to cry a little bit. It wasn't a lot of crying by any stretch but a couple tears did roll down my cheeks. For me I think that particular moment may have been the most humiliated(in a good way actually) I've ever felt in a scene.

sissy nikki

For this month's blog post Goddess Violet has asked me to write about what makes me feel most submissive in my training. Many aspects of my training make me feel quite submissive but one of the things that makes me feel the most submissive in my training is when Goddess Violet has me wear a tiny pink chastity cage and crotcless panties underneath my regular clothes. When my sissy clitty is locked up inside that tiny cage I feel emasculated on some subconcious level which also brings up my submissive feelings. I also feel like there is no way I can experience sexual pleasure from getting an erection, but I know from past experience that I can feel sexual pleasure from anal stimulation of my prostate while in chastity. This also puts me in a submissive frame of mind, for me and for most men I think it's hard to feel dominant when your cock is locked up in a chastity cage and you're thinking of anal stimulation for sexual pleasure. Of course these things quite naturally lend themselves to sissy training.

Wearing crotchless panties also builds on these submissive feelings. For me wearing lingerie naturally arouses me, and as I can't have an erection I'll be thinking of anal prostate stimulation. Wearing lingerie also makes me feel submissive, it's funny because if women are wearing lingerie I don't necessarily think of them as being submissive, however if I am wearing lingerie then I definitely feel like I am in a submissive role as a sissy.

I work in an office environment and some days Goddess Violet will have me lock myself in chastity and wear crotchless panties underneath my work clothes. I've done this quite a few times for Goddess Violet but on these days I always feel myself falling into a submissive frame of mind and thinking of the many ways I could serve Goddess Violet and please her as one of her sissy slaves.

sissy nikki

Sissy nikki

Hello again to all of Goddess Violet’s submissives, slaves, sissies and blackmail bitches, 

For this blog Goddess Violet has given me her divine direction to write about being feminized and turned into a sissy. Goddess Violet is also exercising her divine right from our contract to post non identifying pictures of me so this time she'll post a picture of me neck down in one of my sissy outfits. As I write this I am wearing the exact outfit shown in the picture, including the tiny pink chastity cage and I have a Hush 2 1.75" butt plug inserted into my ass pussy with it set on a low vibration setting.

There are many types of sissies out there. For some they want to transition to being a woman and live like a woman in every way. That is totally ok but for me it is quite different. When I put on a sexy pair of panties or lingerie it makes me feel aroused and submissive. The feel of lace, stockings and especially satin against my skin turns me on and awakens my submissive feelings. When Goddess Violet has me dress up in sexy lingerie for her it puts me in this subspace state of mind where I am sexually aroused and I want to serve her as my Goddess. In that state sex for me transitions from typical male sex where I am dominant and doing the penetrating with my cock to one where I take a submissive role and am the one who is penetrated. The feel of the delicate lingerie against my skin makes me feel sexy and delicate and also not dominant. By not dominant I don't necessarily mean weak but more like I am not the powerful person in the relationship and I let the other person guide sex, even if that means being penetrated by another person.

In my mind Goddess Violet is in control at all times and can direct anything that occurs. A good way to summarize what feminization and being a sissy means for me is that when I wear panties and/or lingerie I get aroused and it deepens my submissive feelings turning me into a submissive slut who will take cock as Goddess Violet wishes. That cock can be a dominant woman's strapon, a transexual or even a man. For me it is very much a sexual and submissive thing as opposed to wanting to transition to being a woman.

When I pick out panties or lingerie I am quite picky and try to find something that I think looks sexy and slutty, I want to feel like a sexy slut and I want to arouse the person who may get to fuck me. I particularly like the feel of thong panties and crotchless panties the way they ride up in between my ass cheeks. The black crotchless panties in the photo make me feel this way. This feeling makes my ass feel vulnerable and accentuates that it can be fucked by any cock that Goddess Violet wishes. The pink leopard print chemise is a sexy and slutty pattern. The way the chemise stops right around the level of my sissy clitty and ass is also quite slutty. The feel of the stockings I also find arousing and contributes to overall feeling of being sexy and slutty. The way the stockings stop near the top of my legs emphasizes how my crotch area is open and vulnerable. Of course this means my ass pussy is feeling vulnerable and open to being fucked.

In terms of sissy training the chastity cage and butt plug also contribute greatly. The chastity cage prevents me from having an erection, this completely rules out vanilla male sex where I can get an erection. It also is a great physical manifestation of Goddess Violet's power over me that she can prevent me from having an erection. Effectively my cock becomes a clitty that can generate pleasurable sexual feelings but cannot get get hard.  In turn this reinforces that my asshole becomes my ass pussy which becomes a sexual organ to be penetrated. This is emphasized by having a large 1.75" Hush 2 butt plug in my ass pussy. I am constantly reminded by the feeling of fullness in my ass pussy that it is now a part of me body that can be fucked by cock at Goddess Violet's whim. It is sexually pleasurable when a buttplug, dildo or cock hits my prostrate, especially when I am in chastity this becomes a key source of sexual pleasure when Goddess Violet grant's it.

Note that there are many variations of feminization and sissification out there, they are all ok and I support all of them. This post is simply about what feminization and sissification are for me as Goddess Violet's submissive blackmailed sissy slut.

sissy nikki

sissy nikki

Hello again to all of Goddess Violet’s submissives, slaves, sissies and blackmail bitches. My submissive name is sissy nikki and I am currently in a blackmail contract with Goddess Violet. For this blog post Goddess Violet has requested that I talk about how my limits have evolved during my service with Goddess Violet and how they may continue to evolve.

When I first started serving Goddess Violet several years ago forced bi was a hard limit, I would only suck and fuck dildoes. However I was quite curious about being dominated by a shemale. I also wanted to please give Goddess Violet and I knew she really wanted to have me take a man’s cock as well. In our second contract I ended up giving Goddess Violet the option to have me fucked by both shemales and males. While my preference is definitely to be dominated by a shemale, there is something about knowing that Goddess Violet has the power over me to have my sissy ass get fucked by a dominant alpha male that gets my sissy juices flowing. Another limit for me for a long time has been that I always have control over selecting the escorts that I see for bi encounters. One day I could see myself potentially letting Goddess Violet take control over selecting the escort and setting up the encounter. She would just send me to a particular address at a particular time dressed as a sissy underneath my normal clothes and I would have to service whichever dominant men or shemales Goddess Violet had arranged me to meet.

Another limit that has changed over time is the maximum size of dildo that I take in my ass. The first sessions I had with Goddess Violet the largest size of dildo I’d ever been fucked with was 1.75 inches. During our last contract I increased the size of my maximum dildo diameter to 2 inches. I slowly stretched out my ass over several sessions to work up to this size. I remember one session where I was dressed as a sissy, locked up in chastity and had my 2 inch dildo suction cupped to the bathroom floor. On all fours on my hands and knees Goddess Violet had me grind my ass pussy on that 2 inch dildo and ride it up and down. I must say that it felt incredible! The dildo was so big it felt like my lower body was just a big pussy to get fucked. My sissy clitty felt so tiny and inadequate by comparison. In the future I wonder what it would be like if I increased this limit, what would it be like if Goddess Violet sent me to a local dominatrix and have them fuck me with a 2.5 inch dildo? I know there is a local dominant transsexual escort who offers fisting, what would it be like to be fisted by her?

One thing I should mention as well is I encourage all the other submissives out there to think carefully when changing their limits. One shouldn’t change their limits in the heat of the moment when they may not be thinking straight. Take the time to evaluate changing your limits when you are in a clear frame of mind. Research and carefully consider the risks that you might be taking. Risk tolerance is a very personal thing, there is no right answer for everyone. What might be acceptable for one person may not be right for you, and that’s ok. Carefully think about what types of sessions you are interested in having, what risks you are comfortable with and which you are not. Then enjoy the sessions with Goddess Violet!

sissy nikki

sissy nikki

Hello to all of Goddess Violet’s submissives, slaves, sissies and blackmail bitches. My submissive name is sissy nikki and I recently entered a blackmail contract once again with Goddess Violet. As part of my newest blackmail contract one of my tasks is to write anonymous blog posts detailing my journey, thoughts and experiences as Goddess Violet’s sissy bitch.

During Covid I was in a sissy training blackmail contract with Goddess Violet for over a year. As a submissive sissy I have had all kinds of different sissy fantasies, however I find that I often have second thoughts and pull back from actually making some of those fantasies real. For me being a sissy is also a form of submission to a dominant woman, I always want a domme to be in control of my sissy training. For these two reasons I entered a blackmail contract with Goddess Violet during Covid.

I found that Goddess Violet was an amazing blackmail domme. For me the blackmail contract wasn’t about being excited about being exposed, instead it was about giving Goddess Violet real control so that she could make me commit to my sissy training and bring some of my sissy fantasies to life.

Once I had given Goddess Violet control by entering a blackmail contract I became a very obedient sissy bitch for her. I became very attentive to completing the tasks and sissy training she laid out for me. I also felt that being in a contract with her deepened my submissive feelings and I truly wanted to please her as my Goddess.

Soon I had several sissy outfits with various panties, crotchless panties, stockings and several body stockings. I bought a high quality blond wig to wear as part of my sissy outfit. I had a CB-6000S chastity cage that I wore during many training sessions and I often wore it under my clothes while at work.

To train my sissy pussy and throat I was made to buy an assortment of butt plugs and dildoes with various diameters. Goddess Violet had me slowly increase the size of the butt plugs and dildoes until I could easily ride up and down the largest dildo. With my sissy pussy stretched out to that degree Goddess Violet could have me get anally fucked by any big cock that she wished. Fucking myself with that large dildo while in chastity was actually quite pleasurable while making me feel like an emasculated sissy bitch at the same time.

After dildo training then Goddess Violet made me step up to sessions with real cock. In one case I had a session with a local dominatrix who had a bbc bull that she worked with.

During a separate session Goddess Violet had me meet up with two gay escorts at the same time. I was dressed up as a sissy and locked in chastity. I sucked the cock of one escort while getting fucked from behind by the other escort. This scene was really for Goddess Violet’s pleasure. My own preference for “forced bi” scenes is to have a domme present along with a guy or have the scene be with a transsexual. However in the contract I had with Goddess Violet it gave her the choice of specifying bi encounters with transsexuals or men and a domme didn’t necessarily need to be present. Goddess Violet’s desire was to see her sissy slave get fucked by two gay men at the same time and thus as her slave I dutifully complied to please her.

That contract came to a close quite awhile ago with me completing all the contract requirements. Goddess Violet and I hadn’t interacted for quite sometime until quite recently. During that previous contract one of my limits was to always use protection during the bi scenes. During one of our calls Goddess Violet had said that she really liked it when slaves can swallow a load of cum for her. Of course that was against my limits at the time and I did not do it. However over time I’ve felt that I would like to swallow a load of another person’s cum for her. I wouldn’t do this with just anyone, it would have to be someone who is tested regularly and whom I’ve met and I trust. This also jives with another sissy fantasy of mine of getting bred and creampied. So recently I have found myself back in a sissy training blackmail contract with Goddess Violet with these being two key objectives of the contract. Goddess Violet is guiding me through this training with a gentle but firm hand. One thing we’ve added this time is documenting the journey in this anonymous blog.

I feel lucky to have Goddess Violet be the mistress directing my sissy training, being my Goddess and bringing my sissy fantasies to life.

sissy nikki

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